Happy New Year!

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Happy New Year! I’ve been absent for the past couple of months for a variety of reasons, I can’t exactly put my finger on one thing, but I have been thinking a lot about what my doll collection means to me and why I have it. The answer(s) are fairly easy: dolls have become sort of my “art”; they give me a creative outlet to sew, photograph, and tell stories. They also give me a connection with history that I love, even as an adult. That being said, lately I’ve decided that my doll hobby needs to focused around these reasons. I’ve come up with a few philosophical changes I’m going to be making:

  1. I decided to close my Etsy shop. I realized I don’t enjoy it at all. I’m not a good enough seamstress to really feel super confident about my products, so a part of me always feels stressed when I sell something because I worry about whether or not it will be good enough. I think I’m going to be selfish and spend what little time I do have to sew on making things just for me, though maybe I will consider doing a project for a doll buddy or a blog reader once in a while, we’ll see. Recently, though, someone asked me to do a custom outfit for me and I agreed, but then regretted it because I just could not get myself motivated to work on it, even though it was a really simple project. The end product was substandard quality in my mind and I felt terribly guilty selling it. I just want to be done with that stress. I think gave it a fair chance and I’m glad I tried, but it’s time to move on.
  2.  Lately I’ve been helping my grandparents move out of their house as they transition to smaller, more manageable living arrangements. They lived in their house for over 50 years and it was just full of stuff. Full. Stuff. Everywhere. To the ceiling. I’m not exaggerating. They are definitely hoarders and it really just opened my eyes to what that lifestyle looks like and how unappealing I find it. I don’t want to be like that ever, and I don’t want my happiness to depend on stuff. Dolls certainly do make me happy, but so do a lot of other things that are a lot more valuable to me, namely the people in my life and the experiences I enjoy. I love to travel, spend time outdoors, read, and spend time with my family–all things that really involve minimal amounts of “stuff”. I want to make sure the things I really value in life are not material. I think what I’m saying is that I don’t constantly need more more more, but sometimes I feel like I’ve fallen into that trap over the past few years with my doll collection. I don’t need to own every single outfit that was ever made for each doll I have. It’s hard to have a collection without having “stuff”, I mean, that’s what a collection is, but I just want to make my collection less about the stuff and more about just enjoying what I have without stacking boxes of stuff to the ceiling and spending way too much money. I hope that makes sense. I don’t need to buy something every time AG has a sale. I don’t need to buy every little thing that I see that is “doll sized”. I want to enjoy the experience of my collection, not the piles of stuff. I think my doll hobby can be more about the experience–the creative and imaginative aspect–and less about the stuff, if that’s what I choose to make it. I’m not saying I will never purchase more dolls or doll items…I know that I will, I just want to be more thoughtful in my purchases: will this item enhance my experience with my collection, or is it just an item to have so I can say I have it?
  3. I want to keep doing what I’ve been doing with my blog: sharing my doll experiences, which usually means either sharing the outfits I’ve made or the scenes or photostories I’ve created. I would like to get back to my American Girls Club series, but truthfully that started to feel a little bit like an obligation, even though I never got that far into it. Every time I got together with my mom and sister I felt like I had to do a photoshoot for it so that I could utilize their dolls that are part of the “club”. My plan is just to continue doing it when I feel like it, but not sweat it when I don’t. 🙂

So, I ask you, readers, what would you like to see from She’ll Go Down in Herstory in 2018? I am very open to ideas and suggestions! I love my dolls dearly and am looking forward to another great year with them. I don’t know if I will get any new dolls this year or not…I do have one in mind that I will probably get if I go to the Benefit Sale again this year, but I’m not completely sure what my plans are for that. My husband and I are planning a thru-hike of the Superior Hiking Trail, so that will mean a two week backpacking trip in July (so excited!)…not sure if I will make it to the Benefit Sale or not.

I hope you all have a very happy New Year!

16 Comments Add yours

  1. Happy New Year, Emily! I’m glad to see that you are back, and your decisions make perfect sense to me. It’s also nice to know that I’m not the only person who worries about her etsy shop products being good enough. I would LOVE to see more of the American Girl Club photostory series in 2018, but really, I just enjoy all of your posts.
    ~Natalie@TheAGSpot
    https://theamericangirlspot.com

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    1. Emily says:

      Thanks so much Natalie! I imagine most people feel that way about Etsy to an extent. Happy New Year!

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      1. Thank you so much fro following me-it means a lot. 🙂
        ~Natalie

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  2. kaitlynrh1 says:

    Happy new years, Emily! 🙂

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  3. I was so excited to see this post in my reader; I always adore your posts. I hope your new decisions are perfect for you! I deal with a lot of stress and obligation to my blogs too.

    So, I ask you, readers, what would you like to see from She’ll Go Down in Herstory in 2018? — Oooh. I’ve always loved your photography. I would love to see more photoshoots of your dolls! They’re incredible. I always gawk at the screen whenever your amazing pictures are on it!

    Happy New Year!

    Madison

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    1. Emily says:

      Thanks for the support, I appreciate it so much! You are so sweet. I have a few posts planned to do in the next week or so that I am excited about!

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  4. Loved this post! I identify with every point you made, and personally look forward to focusing on one AG doll to collect certain pieces for.

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    1. Emily says:

      Thanks! That’s a really good idea, maybe I should do that. Which doll are you focusing on?

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  5. Jen says:

    Happy New Year! I too, try to balance the purchase of AG items against the ability to store and USE it. I’m not sure we will get to the Benefit sale this year, but we will always cherish the memories!

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    1. Emily says:

      Yes, I agree that is a good balance. We have great memories at the Benefit Sale as well!

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  6. quinleytheelf says:

    Happy New Year!:)
    Caroline looks amazing in the snow.
    -Quinley

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  7. Happy New Year! I know exactly what you mean about stuff. I spent much of yesterday re-organizing my doll wardrobe and accessories. While the new releases are cool, I’ve only seen one or two items that might be “must haves.” I need to do a bit more organizing. 🙂
    Caroline looks fabulous in her cold weather and skating togs. I do not have many ideas on what I want to see you do, but I always enjoy your posts. So whatever you are inspired to do will be wonderful.

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    1. Emily says:

      Thanks so much! I agree that staying organized is key with all the doll stuff!

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  8. Flo says:

    I love this photo of Caroline!!

    I hear you about trying to prioritize. My collection has gotten out of hand at the moment and I’m really debating on making some serious changes. I’ve cut way back on what I’m buying and I’m looking at everything from a different angle. I don’t think I would ever get rid of everything, but I think I can better utilize what I already have and perhaps eliminate some of the things that just aren’t getting used. It’s a constant struggle for sure. Good luck!

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  9. Snowpurls says:

    This was spot on! Exactly what I feel like too on many points.

    I’m sure every etsy seller has felt like that, me included! It’s hard to put yourself out there in that way.

    I love your photo stories and seeing your Molly characters. I will admit they are my favorite ! You have the cutest Susan and Linda!!

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